You should've just told me.
Swear sometimes boys can be such a mess
Since Wednesday I was waiting to see you
Nevermind that night and rain fell at the same time
The desire to just see you and talk to you
After that fateful chasing sweet night
Abruptly it was replaced by your deliberate absence
Heard that you were staying away from me
Guarding my heart, guarding yours, maybe
You should've just told me baby
I was waiting for your message each day
Waiting for you to approach me like you do everyday
Instead there is this silence in your face
A silenced heart out of pain, out of struggle
Out of things that I didn't know
Baby you should've told me
If you will let me go
...
So this is how it goes?
Just when I thought, "At last you are here!"
You ride off to the hill watching over us
Watching over me
As the wind sandpapers my face
Blowing my sweaty hair away as I run panting
You stare at us from the distance
Until you are finally convinced you wanted to play
Never saying even a single word to me.
Not. A. Single. Word.
I waited for it
As we bump against each other
As I go face to face with you
You were so silent it pained me
What is more painful is the pain in your silence
As if you are not doing well
But you are trying.
It hurts me to not know about it
If it's me or something else
You can trust me and you know it
You could tell me, you could say it
But when we returned you just leave without goodbye
A far cry from where we were two nights ago
Unexpectedly it left me devastated
Over losing something I did not own
Over ending something that never began
Explain to me.
I need it.
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