Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Morning Afters

Puffy eyes.

Dang what did I do?

Remembering the convulsions on my chest:
The tears rolling uncontrollably
Whispering to myself
"I will tell him,
I will confess."
As the dawn breaks and I drift to a weary sleep

In the morning, as the scars of last night surfaces
I told myself how weird I am.

Then fear crept in
and worry.

Because the longing
captures me whole
at night.

But yes, which is better?

Where am I truer to myself?
Who holds the answer?

Should I tell you
so I can get that closure?
Will it be a mistake
to tell you everything?

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