Forget

Visions of you flashed even though I didn't see you
I wanted so much to erase them
bury them at the back of my mind
Flush them out of my system
Anything to get rid of you

I no longer wanted to be your lonesome prisoner
Your captive under the table
The secret widow grieving for the loss of what was never possessed


I wanted to dry my tears
To make myself smile,
not miserable inside
And find someone who will make me happy
Without comparing him to you


For the first time, I wished I never met you
Wished that I had amnesia that I would never have to greet you when I see you
No longer will I recognize your eyes or your form as you approach me
I would pass by you as if you are just like any other guy
who never meant anything to me
Whom I never met
Or I have,
but forgotten

I wanted to erase
every trace of you
in my heart
For it is less painful
That keeping you here.


GOODBYE
I REALLY HOPE I'LL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN

Si Mahiyain

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko
Habang yung ibang babae
Magaganda, sexy, maraming lalaki
Ako... maganda, sexy at matalino pa nga
Wala rin naman
Hindi nagpapakita ng magagandang litrato
Hindi nagsasalita
Hindi nagdadamit ng kung anong gusto
Dahil nahihiya
NAIINIS AKO SA SARILI KO
Bakit hindi ako maging ako
BAKIT HINDI KO MAGAWA ANG NASA ISIP KO!
AYOKO NA MAHIYA.
GUSTO KO NA LUMAYA

If ours was a real love story, I'm sure everyone will listen

The photos
The hands that touched
The bodies that collided, once or twice
The sweet words
The sticky stares
The wide smiles that reached our ears
The fancy hellos
The long goodbyes
The tears falling from our eyes
The hearts that met
But never confessed
The story untold, kept secret