Forget

Visions of you flashed even though I didn't see you
I wanted so much to erase them
bury them at the back of my mind
Flush them out of my system
Anything to get rid of you

I no longer wanted to be your lonesome prisoner
Your captive under the table
The secret widow grieving for the loss of what was never possessed


I wanted to dry my tears
To make myself smile,
not miserable inside
And find someone who will make me happy
Without comparing him to you


For the first time, I wished I never met you
Wished that I had amnesia that I would never have to greet you when I see you
No longer will I recognize your eyes or your form as you approach me
I would pass by you as if you are just like any other guy
who never meant anything to me
Whom I never met
Or I have,
but forgotten

I wanted to erase
every trace of you
in my heart
For it is less painful
That keeping you here.


GOODBYE
I REALLY HOPE I'LL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN