That moment when...

You dreamt about him all night,
wondering if you have fallen in love
Cursed the circumstances
of him having a girlfriend
Pondered at all the romantic things he did for you
comparing if he is built to last
Gushing at his handsomeness
hating yourself for crushing on him
Wondering if you will actually say it
then drown into a weary sleep

Only to meet him the next day
sit beside him as you eat
Not even looking at him in the eye
without saying goodbye when he leaves
Or hello when he arrives

That moment when...

You dreamt about him all night
yet you can't even talk to him for a minute.