Gasp

A click.
A presence without the conversation
A video chat that ended it all

A stupid webcam to take the blame
A bad experience full of shame
He only wanted to know my name
He screened me if I could be worth a game

Unfortunately I found out that I am not
And that is where the friendship ends
At first I thought I liked him a lot
But I found out we could only be friends

For two days, my heart made a mistake of thinking it'll last
All because of a stupid set-up by my best friend
The hurts are haunting me all the way from the past
Things I thought I healed, but those that were never mended

Now all I am left with is self-pity
And the consolation that I am probably not as pretty
As he would have wanted and then he would meet me
When he withdrew back to safety.

I hate these things that happen all of a sudden
A huge wave of emotions, or, what is left of them
My heart should have known that he wouldn't have taken
An online meeting for a love story in the making.