A Thousand Old Songs

I think of you in old songs
of a deleted playlist

I try to remember which ones I used to listen
when you were so close to me

And which ones,
when you were gone

Those songs of different memories,
chaotic lyrics and melodies
that once match how I felt

Now rings familiar,
but unpleasurable

I've listened to them a thousand times before
And I guess it's time to listen to new songs

Or find the old songs
fitting a new person