Bifurcation

I...
Shouldn't be thinking of you
Shouldn't be getting goosebumps upon seeing your photos
Shouldn't be searching for your face in the crowd
Shouldn't be imagining how you are just now

I thought I have moved on
I thought he could replace you
I thought a sudden rush of flirtation would make me forget you
I thought touching him, talking to him and making him fall to his knees
Would satisfy my thirst for you
But it doesn't.
How he pales in comparison to you, even if you do not love me!

How I replay everything you have said, magnifying clues that may be interpreted as love
You loved me, I know you did
Just not enough.

If there was a magic love potion to make you fall,
I certainly would avail of it
I would do anything just to have you with me
If this is selfishness, then tell me why can't I be selfish with somebody else?
I am only selfish for you.
I only love YOU.