Oblivion

Tonight I can't stop the tears from falling
Can't count how many nights I've spent this way
Can't tell when will it end.

A single memory,
a single glance
triggers such an outpour of grief and loss
Holding on to
nothing

No amount of other guys
could compare to  you
or replace you in my heart
Is it even possible to be happy without you?

To be in your life is all I ever want.
To go where you will go,
to be where you will be.
I am always there when you're down
and when you're up,
though you don't look down

I want to be in your life again
Please let me in.
If it was up to me, I would never leave
But you always,
always do