Gone

Didn't actually think someone could replace my Angel
But you did.
You showed me how it is to move on
The possibility of falling for someone else
To feel what I've felt years ago:
When everything was raw,
new and unfamiliar
terrifying
and thrilling.

But you are not mature enough for me
This I had known

At first you treated me like I was anybody else
Intimidating me
Making fun of me

Then you fell for me.

And suddenly you began controlling your emotions

Ignoring me
then chasing after me.

Touching my hand
then leaving without goodbyes.

Saying I'm your weakness
then not speaking to me.

It used to be so much better!
But now you're back to being "the other"