Short-term missing

Oh I know it!
It wouldn't last a minute after college
You will go on to find another girl
And I would go on being busy, maybe finding another one like you in the same place as I.

Everyday we look forward to seeing each other
Even snatching a glimpse is enough to take a mental note on
I see now how you have been hiding from my eyes
Afraid that they will pierce you to the end of your soul
And reveal all the desires you feel for me
Yet at the end of the day you go on and wonder about me
Out of sight, out of mind, some say
But just about the time you start thinking of me
I start thinking of you too

Tonight at 1AM, I was wondering how you are
Since you were hiding from me
To my delight you texted me about how I was
I had no load and was about to sleep.
But I sneaked out of the house into the dark streets
Then went back in, in vain
Broke my fasting and asked someone to load me up
Just so I could text you back.

I wonder what you do for me.

Why can't we resist each other right now?
When we know that someday this might mean nothing at all?