Everything I Want*

You're good looking
You've got the moves
You're intelligent
and creative, and a leader, and an innovator

Everybody loves you
But I don't
anymore.

You're such a wonder
A sure success in the times to come
The type who only gets better

A bright future ahead of you
But not my future

You're a good friend when you need to
Reliable, always replies, always there
to drop everything for them

The best kind of friend
was my former best friend
but not Anymore.

I am enjoying this new-found numbness
and how I lost your name in a pool of many

I can't deny you are good, someone I could show off
but

we're different now
You are,
and I am

We don't know why,
but somehow, somewhere, it didn't work out

It's clearer now

*wanted