It's My Time Now

Three long years of tears
longing, pining, struggling,
heart pumping, cheek wetting,
distance-looking, wondering.

It's my time now.

It's my time to move on.
It's my time to not be affected
by the past's knocking
It's my time to open my heart
to another deserving person.
It's my time to receive love
from other lovers.
It's my time to feel again
the amusing wave of affection

I'm saying goodbye to the past
and all its heavy burdens and bearings
Now saying hello to a fresh future

It will be like it's my first time again.
I can't wait