Saying Sorry

Don't remember the last time I said the words
"I'm really sorry"
But I do remember uttering it last night.
To you, who should be saying it first.

Never did I say sorry to my ex-boyfriend whom I broke up with through the phone
Never to my mom when she flares up
Never to my dad when I flare up
Never to the guy I lead on though I didn't like him
Never to an Angel I pulled away from

But to you, I did
It's quite weird how I even considered
to put myself in a pride-down situation,
an awkward telling of how I feel
approaching you even though you might just inflate your ego and boast about it

I just knew that it was the right thing to do
and that
our friendship and what you mean to me
is what I need more than the silence between us.

So, sorry.
I don't regret saying it.