A Kiss

Tonight I stumbled upon a photo of my high school batchmates
A couple, among the few couples who actually survived four years of college life.

They were kissing for the camera.

I never saw them kissed before.
The girl was a good girl. The guy, well, didn't know him but

They were kissing

and it was so sickeningly sweet
that I stared at it for a couple of minutes,
trying to figure out the formula for a kiss.

A face so close to you
Short breaths and smiles in between
your eyes closed,
arms wrapped in each other's waist

The flowery scent of each other
The sweet smacking,
the movement of your soft lips.

I have never felt it before, and it amused me for a long time.

Earlier this morning I told myself I am not one of those girls who is waiting to be married.

But I wonder, oh I wonder,

how does a kiss feel?